Who you are Vs. Who you want to be

There is a difference between who you are and who you want to be, just like what you want and what you need. who we are many times is a question we already know the answer to. We tend to forget as we are in pursue of who we want to be.

When who we are becomes question we have no answer to, man tends to ask "what is the meaning of life." The meaning of life could be identified by subjects;

scientist believe our purpose is to reproduce. They believe everything we learn and do during our lifetime is dedicated to reproducing.

We are shaped by every incident that we cross path with;

Un*Self*Ing Yourself

Sometimes you need to forget about it all. All the things that make sense and all that do not. Sometime it is best to forget who you think you are and see who people see you for. Sometimes you need to get away from yourself, sometime your old self, so that you can see your new self. Sometimes you need to get away from things you know so that from outside the box, you can see the things that mean more to you, the important things. Sometime things are not the way they appear, sometimes they are and the only way to know for sure is to visit a different site and when you come back home, you will know what exactly it is for you to do.

Challenge: Self

Sometimes we must stop and look into whom we have become and ask ourselves, is this what we thought we were going to be?  I noticed myself that things I expect from people are things I myself are guilty of doing. The challenge is not fighting others for their issues but see how you have acted in the past with the same issue.

Story...

A person in front of me was driving very slow one day, I beeped and swerved sideways so that, with my headlights, I can grab their attention. they did not make way for the man in a hurry. I became really upset as they did not care for my lack of comfort. Few days later, I was not feeling the best and full of fatigue and I decided to drive slow. The vehicle behind me must have been in a hurry and I did not care to make way for them as I was not feeling well. There and then I had a flashback to when I was the person being another driver... I now try to look into the reason for a person not getting out of my way. Is it age (elderly), scared, or an uncontrollable reason? If on the phone, I feel I have some right to be a little upset.

The Mind and Adrenaline

Just a reach away, but it took the delivery to realize that the mind is faster than the body. You see it, you feel it, and the lack of speed is the reason why the many times one miss what could have been the perfect contact. The four white walls will make you forget the world and time is so silent, one would never know it was even present. Physically drained, mentally challenged, water is the only cure for the exuding moisture. The eyes have realized that speed is little challenge, the feet have found their posture, the leg is pumped with adrenaline, this is the world to be in. at the end the small blue ball gives the room some color. The color of day, the color of motion, the only color besides our presence.