Under The Streetlight

What could be the meaning of a dead streetlight coming alive right when I’m under it? This is not the first time it happens, not even the second time. This has happen plenty of times and I am beyond myself with questions. There was no way of getting the answer, so I decided to stand there until something happens. I stood under the cold clear night and watched the stars for about ten minutes, or maybe even twenty. The streetlight flicker here and there while I was underneath, but nothing came. Nothing happened, at least that my bear eyes noticed.

Self Worth

...Then you start to realize worth. But you do not know what it is to be worth something. In my experience, I felt worth when someone could not be thankful enough, or when I get an extra smile just for being me, or when cashier offer you extra food or drinks with no additional cost. Self worth is then seen by many almost as if you are sharing your worth with them; letting them know that your self worth is at a premium compared to most.

Realizing

The realization that you are human is the realization that you love, hate, miss, feel, smell, taste, need, and want. The realization of what you are is then what you become. If you do not realize what you are, how could you become so? Children, for an instance,  who have no sense of race are then just children. They are definitely aware of color difference as well as are able to distinguish difference in ethnicity, culture, attitude and such. Their lack of understanding for what these difference mean is what keep a bond between them.

FAIR GAME

I just saw "Fair game" starting Naomi Watts. This movie reminds me of the power the authority and government officials have over us. The saddest thing is that they turn citizens against you including friends and family. They leave families broken and drive individuals to their ends.

Government officials no doubt have been doing things like this for years, and thanks to The Bush Administration, we  see how far they will go to getting what they want and/ or protecting themselves. Bush Jr. as President is probably the best thing that happened to the US. Thanks to him, I hope, we know how to battle the Government when they commit crimes against innocent citizens. 


In the past few years, I have read information on the net, saw movies and documentaries that is aimed at The Bush Administration. All that shed some truth on G.W.B. Jr.'s two terms.

What we did was not right, and because of that, we have to worry about ours and our children's future. Asking questions is what we need to do. We did not do so in '01, we let our emotions take the best of us and that lead someone mothers, someone’s fathers, and someone’s child to their death. And none of them really knew what they were fighting for.

Falling

The steps on the ladder only spread further the further you go. When you miss a step is when you will know how it feels to fall. The fall is not the hardest thing, only the realization that you have fallen. The conscious knowledge of the fall is the most difficult thing someone can experience even after getting back up. Another realization is that someone notice you as your body lands on the ground...